Last night was one of the hardest nights in my whole lifetime. I was really tired then since my family and I went swimming at a condo at Xavier St. and I wasn't in the mood to do anything but sleep. I was surprised to find my sister at the sala frustrated and all. And yes, I've guessed it right, it was one of those family issues AGAIN! I immediately talked to my dad to talk to Aika since we can't afford to have another trouble in the family. I was all good till he told me about what's going on. I nearly cried in the middle of that conversation and was constantly excusing myself to go to the bathroom to get a hold of myself. Dang them animals. Grabee... Our youngest spent the night at the Catolos house and she slept beside me. Wala lang. I can feel her pain when she hugged me that night. I was trying hard to be strong enough not to give in. I was successful in that!=) F* all his ** *. My family doesn't deserve any of these. After that, I made a commitment not to go to parties, bars and the like until everything's cleared up/ I just have this urge to protect them,y'know. Iono why. I just wanna be there for them for once. Another life's lesson? STOP CARING and SHUT YOUR MOUTH!!