Peace: Something I've been working on for months now. I had to stop blogging in my multiply account for the reason that people can get quite annoying sometimes. It's much better here, being unknown and all, I can just be myself.
It's like I'm in a masquerade play everyday. I wake up, put on that i'm-okay-mask and start fooling everybody on what's really going on with me. One reason is that I don't want to become a burden to other people and I just want to deal with it alone. I just snap sometimes and this night is one of those nights. I feel like I don't have anybody to talk about my thoughts. I find it hard to find someone that can actually understand my way of thinking. Iono.
I decided to sacrifice myself for my family. I want to be the one to step-up. I want to make a difference.. It won't take me long to do so.
I was able to spend some time with my friends this week. Although I wasn't really happy about this. I like being with them and all but I really just wanna be alone right now. And I just hate being forced to meet them. Iono.
There are no stars in the sky right now.. Hmmmmm.. What a gloomy night.. Goodnight, blogosphere.
