I'm bored to death. It's been more than a week since we last had our regular classes. This state got me financially-crippled and stagnant..... In the contrary, I had a blast if we start talking about my social life... I spent my whole week playing billiards and practicing for our gig.. I've been excessively hardworking for the band: talking to people here and there, trying to be at several places at the same time.. I'm more than what I thought I could be and I should reward myself for that.=)
For the past few days, I haven't had a serious, heart-warming conversation with anyone. I guess, the main reason for that is I've been busy with stuff, which is definitely inexcusable.. I just find it hard to talk, nowadays. Nobody seems to get what I'm into or what I'm feeling. Everybody became like everyone.. Haha..
I'm more passionate in playing the guitar right now than anything in my life. Music just moves me, comforts me. And to just blurt that one out to someone not coming from the similar ground as I am is social suicide. Hah! Iono.
It's weird, though, when a person starts telling you how great you are because you can do certain stuff. Little do they know, it's nothing, really. Playing the guitar?? Soccer?? Badminton?? They all are just skills. The only difference is I choose to concentrate on these because it strikes my heart's interest.
HAyyyy.. People.. Anyway, I started doing a composition and I'm halfway done. I started placing a good, clean riff for the Calypso. It's funny whenever I recall my friend's reaction to the lyrics of a song I made and photos i took. "Manyak? Ang manyak!" I was shocked.. I always thought she was smart. But then I realized, she's one of the dumb-smart people I know. Argg. She failed to see the depth of the picture/song.. It was art. A kamasutra-ish kind of art. Still, it was art.
I guess, people just don't get the point. They don't get it. They just can't see that like photographs, the song captures one moment in a person's life. Only in much more detailed form.. Again, we're just people..
